2.05.2008

super fat ass tuesday.

I'm tired. I'm stressed. I'm overwhelmed.

so in case you've been wondering where I've been or what I've been up to, that pretty much sums it up. school has been ridiculously stressful. full-time work has been annoying. part-time work just is.

I went to the Philly temple again this passed sunday and I really like it there. I'm excited about going there...I'm even more excited that Kiriti said she was inspired and would come too.

other than just complaining about how tired I am or how overwhelmed I feel, I don't have too much to say. I spent $50 at target today on clothes madhavi doesn't need. that's what I do. that's where I'm at.

my husband and I were laying on our bed petting lali yesterday and he turned to me and said, "honey...I don't think you should go to school anymore. after you're done, don't go any more." it kind of felt like he was asking me to give up my crack rock (you know, if I was a crackhead, which I'm not, but I think my addicition to school could be easily compared...). how could I ever stop going to school??? I love school. school is my abusive relationship that I can't break off. how can I tell school I can't see it anymore? seriously.

oh, and I went to vote today. I don't want to say who I voted for, because what's the point? they're all demons, really. one thing that I did think was weird was that I had to declare what party I was going to vote for... out loud, in front of other people. weird. I just feel lucky that nj is a state that generally votes democrat... so kiss my ars john mccain. ugg, he makes me want to vomit.

on that note, goodnight!

1 comment:

Satyavati devi dasi said...

Lord... people always ask me don't I want to go back to school for my BSN? No I don't. I want to go back to school for geology. I can't go, but I want to go.

And good for you voting. I'm a Socialist (SPUSA) since before I was even able to vote. Typically, I don't vote party line because the candidates aren't on the ballot, but that's my orientation as it were and I go for the candidates with the msot socialist-friendly outlook.

Long live the glorious proletariat uprising against the.... gosh, I just love socialist jargon.