12.17.2007

de-nial

tonight I went through all of my bills so as to be sure they were all paid before I leave for vraj. it's so depressing. I think when I come back I need to actually add up all of my debt and take a serious look at it. I can't do it before I leave because I'm way too attached to my spending plan.

one of my counseling professors said this would only get better when I decided to stop deceiving myself about the debt.

sigh.

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