day four: day dreaming.
hot chocolate. pineapple chile pizza. lasagne. cookies. coldstone peanutbutter iced cream. any kind of pasta with a beautiful fresh tomato sauce, topped with mozzarella and parmesana cheese. bagels. hummus. a tramendous salad. tacos. nachos. soy nuggets. veggie heaven. bbq'd tofu...or no, curd. curd sabji. sweet potatoe pakoras. jaya su's dohkla. with coriander chutney. puris. chapatis. roti. parothas. fancy rice (no seeds). cheese. butter!
the list could go on and on. today I didn't feel all that hungry, but all I could think about was food. I'm dying to eat something. anything. but I know I can't. I shouldn't. I won't. Day four... I've come too far. tomorrow is the halfway mark in terms of the fasting. I can do this. I'm doing it.
Amazingly, somehow, according to my scale, I am down almost 7 lbs. I think soon I will stop losing. This is the quickest I've lost this much. If I didn't feel so good, which I do, I would be a little scared. But overall, I feel fine.
oh, and, p.s., that tea is getting on my nerves.